i am back
back back, 
but wont be on irc though, got prob with my ports -_- hiaz, but will be on icq though.
Archive for November, 2002
sensitive?
i am a more down to earth person, i prefer to give people a sense of reality somehow people tend to hide in their perfect world. i find them hard to communicate + they tend to be sensitive. what more can i say. hmm maybe i should give them what they want and shut up. hmm rich people, pampered and less burden. who wont wish for that? well i am not born somewhere in a good family nor a funtional one that i would wish for. so the best i can do is to finish my degree here asap and fuck off. OZ is not a place for me somehow. school sux too. hmm anyway if u know u are looking at this i am not going to back off the idea coz thatz the fact to alot of schools world wide. u pay u learn and sometimes u get crap. what can we do but to suffer in silence or fuck the school up by protesting lor. either choice the voices are small and wont work out. i wish to give u a more if u want but i dont think u can take it.
fuck ur attitude and wake up please and dont act like a child. When u are piss sound it out to the person and do it straight forward, dont hide. the more u hide the more it makes it ur the loser. being a cry baby dont work, nor leaving a notice thinking u are rite is rite. when u think i am wrong sound it out, i will understand, i will fight back or i will give in, and can clear things up. if not then i can just say hi and bye and leave the matter there.
i dont aim high nor am i anywhere good. my design is so so onli. hmm who cares. as if you care or he care or she care, who give a fuck of what u do. the world is selfish man, please look into reality and dont hide from it, thatz a piece of advice. the “working world” is fuck up place that we have to bear and to work in. I however have no choice but to be in such kind of place to work my ass of in future to earn a living and feed a family if i ever get married and have kids.
haha FUCK OFF FUCK THE WORLD FUCK U if you are still hiding in ur tiny world of disneyland. i am not here to entertainment for u but a nobody or hi bye reality check loser in your life. arogant? nah, i just feel i am not born for this kind of society so i keep it simple and real.
things to do
1 clear my stuffz (still doing)
2 wash my laundry
3 pay fine (done)
4 order apple strudle (done)
5 collect apple strudles
6 get stuff for eug and rax (wed)
7 mag layout (done)
8 weigh my luggage (done but doing again)
9 pull out my hardisk (wed)
10 call fren to collect my pc (wed)
11 call primus to stall internet n phone till march (wed)
hmm seems so little 
but hmm tired to do them XD
lol
studies
yep, no more assignment, am free XD, am dying for a holiday that i can do stuff at my own pace. back to some secret work. will catch up with all of you soon
double
yes i now have a double desktop. too bad i dont have another monitor although i have a graphic card that support it. now using a program call double desktop that solve alot of my desktop problems. now i can multitask without minimising my windows by just a click of a button XD so fun, i love it.