ic
went down to SIR today to get my IC, hmmm misplace it was.
Archive for January, 2003
blog
my blog design is on hold, hmm i got some job to do. dont know if i should get monetary rewards or some trades -_-..
time
itz already 2003 and i just realise it. it has been 24 days of lost… it is almost chinese new year. i have not done much since i came back. now is the time for me to rest but my mind is else where wandering. time does pass by quick, i have a month left here in sg. i hope to come back again but… mum’s idea of tart making in june is detering me from coming back. but my heart is where it belongs. i earn for the day i come back again and again. i want to see my close ones.
too tired
yes i was.. yesterday i said i was tired, real tired to go anywhere. i do really need a rest. even my dreams are haunting me. i dreamt that i was sleeping in a swimming pool for 4-5 hours b4 i woke up. tat hour, the unknown instructer came in and change shift with another ugly mean instructor. and from there i hate that feeling. then i was woken up by my beagle(my dog called dot) barking. i had other dreams b4. but i could not remember them well…it is also a tired dream that is what i can remember.
i guess i am tired of tarts, tired from life, tired from everything.. school is a month + away. so many things yet i did not do a single thing in my holiday that i think is fulfilling or constructive. i was wondering if i am taking the right route now. i think i am lost. lost in a jungle. aimless in life.. hope i can pick up everything when my wound get healed.